Bitchiness is not a Crime

Just another woman who try to look wise

To be checked 

In my current workplace, I feel like I am unchecked and unchallenged. It scares me… I would become arrogant and pompous bastard that I avoid to be.

I tried to check myself to other people around me, but it feels like… no one dares to stand up and say, “that’s fucking stupid, you should do…” or something like that.

Everyone keep saying, “you are right”, “that’s smart”, or worse… “okay”. 

I really need someone to tell me, “think of it this way…” or “that is not right, you are seeing it wrongly”… 

It scares me to be amongst sheep… that I would believe that I am a lot better than the rest and would fall into my personal fable. 

Of course I want to be the best. Of course I want to be ahead of everyone else… but it is automatic when you are amongst sheep… you’ll become the Sheperd. 

I have to detach myself from the crowd that confirms me. I need to be checked every now and then. And the only way to do it is to find a crowd that makes me on my toes all the time…

It is weird… I am uncomfortable in a situation that bows down and agree with me. So weird… 

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August 16, 2016 - Posted by | B*tching

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