Bitchiness is not a Crime

Just another woman who try to look wise

Regretting and acceptance

Maybe I am not as bitter as I used to be… but I am still stupid.

I often let my fears rule me, dictate what I should feel and lead me to paths I should not go.

You know the time when you make decisions that you know will ruin a part of you and your life? Yeah, I keep making that decisions!

I know I found someone perfect for me, but my fear encourage me to push that person go… and eventually, my fear won.
I think in psychology theory is called ‘self fulfilling prophecy’…

But that urge to do it is so strong, especially when people around you were against it.
…maybe I should stop blaming others for my decisions… after all, it was me who made them.

I know I am afraid of commitments… but I don’t know the reason! Unfortunately, by the time I know the source of my fear, it will all be too late.

Hey, at least this time it’s different… at least I don’t use 3 person as an excuse 🙂


February 8, 2012 - Posted by | Uncategorized


  1. yes Tan… you are stupid! in psychological meanings :D… Isn’t it ironic? 😀

    Comment by Freddy | February 11, 2012 | Reply

    • No, you’re being sarcastic… 😛

      Comment by Miss Cynic | May 31, 2012 | Reply

  2. finally…..,
    I’m sure this is the most valuable achievement to a real happiness…..
    congrats and goodluck!

    Comment by Irawan Danuningrat | February 12, 2012 | Reply

    • Waahhh malah diamini…

      Decisions decisions… stupid still…

      Comment by Miss Cynic | February 17, 2012 | Reply

  3. Pointnya adalah…. Jeng discovers bahwa ….“I often let my fears rule me, dictate what I should feel and lead me to paths I should not go”…… to me, this is what I consider most valuable achievement. Kita akan mudah dan tergerak memperbaiki hal yg keliru apabila kita tahu bhw hal tsb keliru dan kita mengaui hal tsb keliru…..

    Comment by irawandanuningrat | April 15, 2012 | Reply

    • achievement.. if we managed to overcome our weaknesses… I am still learning 😀

      Comment by Miss Cynic | May 31, 2012 | Reply

  4. Seiring dengan tibanya bulan Ramadhan 1433 H, ijinkan saya menghaturkan Selamat Menjalankan Ibadah Ramadhan, semoga kita senantiasa mendapat kekuatan dalam menapaki jalan kehidupan mengikuti track yang diridlai-Nya hingga mendapat rahmah, barokah dan magfirah-Nya. Amin YRA.
    Semoga Jeng Hapitri senantiasa sehat, semakin sukses dalam karier dan mencapai kebahagiaan. Amin.

    Irawan D.

    Comment by irawandanuningrat | July 18, 2012 | Reply

    • Sami-sami mas… mugi2 lancer poso ne…

      mohon maaf kalau-kalau ada salah kata 😀

      Comment by Miss Cynic | July 23, 2012 | Reply

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