Just because you don’t know what to do with your life…

You think marriage is the answer, only because it is the one thing that you haven’t done yet!

Last night, my highschool sweetheart come by my house. He then openly stating his interest of marrying me in front half of family – mom included.
Of course my mom rejoice in that intention… while me… I was quite upset! How dare he! (But I think again, he could be my nice cover up)
So I let him stay until late and we talk… to be honest, I almost couldn’t stand of his ignorance, and how can he be so fucking proud of it!! How can anyone be ignorance and proud? — oh right, it’s called ego.

And he dared to say that I am not smarter than he is! HA! If I’m not smarter than a severe ex junkie, then I probably have the IQ of a chimpanze.

We talked… or should I rather say, I was furiously ranting until almost 2 AM. (Excellent move knowing that I have an early day the next day)

The whole night, he was trying to convinced me into marriage, and trying to flatter me with compliment of beauty and brain… he got the half right and went wrong all the way the other half – nothing I resent more than beauty evaluation.

So when I walk him to the door, he tells me… “I don’t know what else to do, so why don’t we get married” – excellent excuse to say to your spiteful ex girlfriend.
Why does he have to drag me along when he don’t know what to do with his life?
Just because you don’t know what else to do, it really doesn’t mean that marriage is something you ought to try!!!!
I do feel at lost – most of the times, but you will not hear me asking anyone to marry me of that reason!

I then think of the things my other friends said… “what else you want in life, why don’t you try your hand in marriage… you’ve never tried it, it might be for you” haaaaaaa….

Is it me or those people are just… idiotic? Marriage is not some kind of shoes you can try it on and take it off when you feel it didn’t fit you. It’s an act of self devotion and sacrifice – yes, sacrifice!! Have you ever see anyone stays the same as they were when you know them from pre-marriage???

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