Bitchiness is not a Crime

Just another woman who try to look wise

The last year of being 20-something

Today is my birthday…

Yes, today I turn 29 years old… this year will be the last year of my 20 something (while writting this, I keep sighing…). As my dearest friends wishes me happiness, joy, success, etc. etc. (yes… yes… some of them even have the guts wishing me to get married soon!!), I hold tears to myself… oh it is sad to leave the 20sh… I am officially entering my mature years, where my friends and families already have 1-2-3 kids of their own… I am still stuck with the same situation as I am in for the last 3-4 years.

Single, making enough money to have a comfortable life (not enough to have comfortable investment of posessions), losing more and more friends, even though I’m not in a dead-end job, but it is all the same… the new state is, I found more and more women whom are in a similar situation like me and amazingly… I dress with less and less fabric. Am I trying to sell myself out? But I still don’t like those perverted stares, yet I just feel like I want to enjoy life to the fullest, feel pretty everyday, feel good about myself and really, really try not to blame others for my current state.

Let’s use a bird view perspective on this.

This girl is single, pretty (yes, I believe that I am pretty), have a good career (a good prospect that is), smart, wise (when it doesn’t have her name on it), broken (with the problems I had in the past… I know I am a broken child), bitchy (and a proud one), arrogant, sweet, stupid (when it comes to loveeee), reckless, not a risk taker, stubborn, strong-willed, a social drinker, quite of a smoker, witty, a wonderful cook, and crazy about books & shoes 😀

So what’s wrong with the picture? Her personality is just normal… a human being, with strengths and weaknesses… but why isn’t she happy with her current life? She have more than most people have… too much maybe…

So in my 29th B’day, I don’t want to ponder about my life and what I should be doing right now (feeding a baby, rolling husband socks, seperating laundry, cooking dinner – well instead I’m still in office waiting for my dear friend and apparently she just cancel to meet me tonight… wonderful!), I’m going to go out, have a really good time, get wasted if possible and celebrates the end of my 20-something era…

It’s not a happy day… but dearest friend, I pray thanks for your kind wishes and prayers for me… but for me, this is the time I bid my youth goodbye… not good riddance, as it will never happen again to me… drink for me… cheers!

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October 17, 2008 - Posted by | B*tching, Life in General

3 Comments »

  1. Happy B’day! God will never let u alone.

    Comment by fatamorgana | October 18, 2008 | Reply

  2. cheers!

    Comment by lovepassword | October 18, 2008 | Reply

  3. @ Morgan & lovepassword

    thank you guys 😉

    Comment by hapitri | October 20, 2008 | Reply


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