Human body language

Some when reading this may think of me as vain… what do I care? This is my blog, my vanity…

Often I thought that things happened only in my head… in perception I mean, I am a little impaired, but I think I’m still functioning as normal human being – whatever normal is!

But being accustomed to psychology for more than a decade – damn it! I’m old!
I believe I can do a decent reading on human behaviour, when it doesn’t concern love that is.
I’ve noticed some men reacted almost immediately when I’m around or walk pass by.
Some start singing – culturally we sang poem to woe a girl, some straigthen up – instinctively human try to attract the opposite gender by showing their body figure (to show that they are healthy enough to be a mate)
Others… acted like a jerk, from whistling to trying to call names.

I was wondering… should I be flattered? But those gestures for me was… obnoxious!! I tried to draw less attention… wearing no make up, ugly clothes (not shoes, mind you), I even purposely gain weight (10 kgs – that ruined my skin). But it’s not physical that drives them… well, at least I like to believe that. I believe my body is urging to procreate, hence releasing feromones.
(Darn bio clock – stop what you’re doing)

And of course… I tend to look younger than I actually am… most missed my age by 3-5 years (aawww yeeeaaahhh)

I would say, that’s also the hormones, they keep me looking younger so that my chance to procreate would be higher… don’t you agree? Unmarried/childless mature female tends to look younger?

So what’s the point of me writing this? Nothing… I’m just screaming to the world that I fed up!
Why can’t the men who I like, had the same interest as others?