Virtual life?

Since I’ve read an article (http://www.cracked.com/article_15231_7-reasons-21st-century-making-you-miserable.html) that’s talking about the things that trap us in virtual world… I’ve been thinking…
Maybe I’ve been running away from the real world (even until this moment while writing my blog), I’ve been trapped inside the virtual world without me even noticing…
A friend of mine said, that we’ve all slowly turning into computer mutants… when you start spending significant time in front of a computer, then you slowly turning into a mutant.
Personally, I would say… we’ve all turn ourselves into virtual characters. Back a few years ago, if someone tells me this, I would reject to the idea and argue that idea at instant!
But now, that I am an internet character myself… (I should say ‘characters’). The idea horrify me… what have I become?
I tried to run from my real world loneliness and try to find a shelter in internet… meet new people, make new friends and even turn old friends into new people!
This idea actually slaps me on the face a few days ago, when I realised that my friend, my nice friend in real life, is an internet bitch!
I can talk about lots and lots of random things to her, but in real life… we had so little to talk about.
I tried to be the same person in real life and virtual life when with her, but since she’s not the same… it’s difficult for me to adjust!
Hiding behind a computer monitor makes us unassailable to physical gesture and tone of voice.
Makes us less tolerant to other people.
Makes us care less…
The more I think about it, the more it scares me…
I mean like this blog of mine, I decided to write a blog since I know that people dislike to hear these kind of things that came out of my thoughts… so, instead of finding the right people to talk to and share this uncommon thoughts, I’ve decided to write a blog, of where people alike me exist (they don’t exist in real world since it’s socially unacceptable to be as I am… oh yeah, it is! I am a cast out from the people, I know this true)
I use less effort to make people understand me, and that makes me less affectionate!
Talking to a friend through messenger this whole afternoon makes me even scared, since this friend of mine… is someone I met in the internet and we’ve been sharing our thought and dreams like old friends. Oh, indeed it’s nice to have someone listen to you… but as usual, eventually I got bored.
Yup, I’ve begun to long for real human interaction… and now… oh God! To be honest, I don’t know where to look or to start!
A constant chat and greet virtually nowadays can be classified as a ‘relationship’! it cannot! It’s not real, it’s just illusion. Since we all begin to imagine what’s the person on the other side is like, and we start forming our own opinion and ‘BOOM’… we are trapped in our own illusion of our virtual friend (I mean, someone even thought that I am sweet?!?! Huh? I am anything but sweet!)
Or if we don’t like the person, we can just ‘blocked’ that person away… literally blocked them. Spam them from our messenger, or blocked them from our facebook page or pretend that we didn’t get their message. Oh, there are no more courtesies in internet…
I really missed real human interaction!
Now tell me friends, instead of you listening to my thoughts, let me hear yours!